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muje yace yana dan ja gefe daya na mike da kyat don har lokacin ina dan jin rashin karfin jikina.
Ya rigani fita daga dakin ko ya lura da tsayawan danayi ina jiran ya fara fitane don ban yarda ya sani a gaba yana kare min kallo.
Har muka iso gida ba wanda yai magana a cikin mu ni kaina na hade da tagan motan cikin kasala har muka isa gidan ban dago kaina ba.
Daidai shigamu gidan wayan shi yayi kara ya dauko yana fadin how far merry banji may tace dashi ba sai dai shi da ya fadi an sallamay mu ai ya dan yi shiru kafin ya miko min wayan.
Ina dauka muryan merry ne tana fadin fatema yaya jikin naki rabon da inji muryan ta ko in gane ta tun zuwana gidan data dauko yi mun wullakanci nabar su na dawo gidana sai yau datake son ta tabbatar idan da gaske yake tare dani yake tace ya bani wayan.
Nace mata a cikin muryan marasa lafiya naji sauki anty tace min wish you quick recovering nace thank you na mika mai wayan.
Jin yana tambayan ta karfe nawa zasu iso yasa nasan merry zata bakunci London din ke nan daga America.
Jin sun shagala da waya da matar shi daga inda yake tsaye ta bani baya na mike har na haura da kyat zuwa sama dakina na shiga ban tsaya ba bathroom na shiga na hada ruwa masu zafi na gasa jikina dasu na fito tare da dauro alwala na fito.
Shiko yana gama wayan shi ya juyo gareni da zuman ya tambayeni abinda zanci sai yaga wayau bani gurin .
Sama yabi da kallo yana mamakin lokacin dana bar gurin baiji ba dakin ya shiga ya samu ina bathroom ina wanka sai ya fito.
Sallolin dake kaina na rama ina gamawa na shirya na hau gadon sai barci can cikin barci naji yana kiran sunana in tashi inci wani abu.
Idona bude da kyat don har lokacin maganin bai sakeni ba nace bancin komai .
Tsawa ya daka min yana fadin ki rashi nace kici wani abu kinji shagwaba da shiririta yayi maki yawa.
Baki na turo ina fadin ni banjin yunwane yaya zaki tashi ko sai na saba maki rai ya ce a hasale.
Jin hakan yasa na yunkura na sauko daga kwancen da nake na dago kai ina kallon shi yace a kawo maki nan ne ko zaki iya sauka kasan.
Nace zanci a nan na dan kalle shi a fakaice inji abinda zaice min sai naga ya juya kawai ya fita sai gashi dauke da kwalin pizza mai zafi ya jawo table ya aje min a gabana tare da aje min ruwan sha gefe daya.
Ganin na tasa kwalin gaba ina yamutse fuska ya matso ya bude min da kanshi ya gyara yace kici zai taimakawa dandanon bakin ki wanan.
Ganin na fara ci ya fice daga dakin hakan ya bani daman samu ci sosai dukda ba wani ci nayi da yawa ba nasha ruwa na koma na kwanta.
Wanan karon banyi barci ba saidai ina tunanen marin da yaya yai min sai gashi kuma ys koma yana jinyata da kanshi kamar bashi bane ya mareni din kan zargi.
Nasan banyi gaskiya bs don na fita bada uzinin shi ba lokacin amma ai hakan bai kai har ya mareni ba tunda na fada mai gaskiyan abinda ya fitar dani daga gidan.
Idan zaimun adalci abin baikai ga mari ba ai ga marin ya haifar min da kwanciya ciwo har asibiti duk da dai sanadin marin ya jawo muna dan kusanci a tsakanin mu don ban dauka yana da saukin kai irin haka ba.
Kamshin da naji ne yasani dago kai shine ya shigo dakin yayi wanka ya sauya kayan jikin shi zuwa yar karamar rigan t,shirt da bakin wando sai takalma bakake a kafan shi.
Kallona yake na dan dukar da kaina kasa ina wasa da yatsun hannu naji yace ni zan fita zan je in dauko su merry airport.
Wata kila ba zan dawo gidan nan ba sai zuwa gobe don haka ga maganin ki nan ya nuna min gefen gado.
Ai masu sannu da zuwa nace dashi bai amsani ba yace good night ya fita nabishi da kallo har ya bace min.
Ajiyan zuciya na sauke ina tabe baki nace ni yafi min nono fari kazo kawai ka wani tare min a gida ka hanani shakat .
Ashe bai tafi ba muryan shi naji daga kofa yana fadin ki sauko kasa ki zauna ko jikin zai kara warware maki kwanciyan nan yayi yawa haka.
Nan yayi mun tunda ko na fita falon ni kadai zan zauna a can yace baga tv nan ba ko ki tsaya a backkaloy kiyi kallo.
Baki na dan turo alaman ya takura min fa da wani lalarashi shi can da bansan dalilin yimun ba ya juya ya fice a hasale.
Na dade a zaune gurin kafin inji ina son fita falon har nakai kofa na tuna da wayata da rabona da ita tun ranan dana fita da safe mukai waya da Rita wata course mate dina tana min happy Christmas.
Dan dube dube na fara yi a dakin a hankali ina neman wayan da ido banganshi ba.
Nan dai na shiga bincike ban ganshi ba dan tunane na fara yi can na tuna yana cikin hand bag dina dana fita dashi ranan na duba da sauri yana ciki har battery's yayi sanyi yana batun mutuwa.
Dauka nayi tare da wayan caji zuwa falo na sauko ban zauna ba saida na kunna tv na hau saman dogon kujera na kwanta ina kallo .
Ba abinda akeyi sai bukin chrismati a ko wani Chanel nasu na kasan wasu film daya shafi bukin wasu kuma wai wa,azi sukeyi.
Tsuki nayi na jawo wayata na kunnanan na hauyin game abina ba tare da namaida hankalina gun tv ba kuma.

Sai dare jirgin su merry din ya sauka tunda suja fito take raba ido ta ganshi don a zaton ta ba zai zo tarbon su ba din kamar yadda ta bukata duk da akwai driver da zai iya kwasosu airport din a gidan..
Dan rugumay ta yayi kamar yadda al,adansu nacan yake kafin ya daga queen din shi sama yana subbatanta.
Hakan ya dan sasauta ran merry din a lokacin don tsananin son da takewa mijin nata duk bacin ranta dashi da zaran suyi arba komai take ji gamay dashi zai gushe mata a rai.
Bayan sun gama dan rugumay rungumay su ne suka nufi mota merry da yarta sai shagwaba suke zuba mai har suka isa gida.
Sun samu masu aikin su sun gama abinci har an jera mai kasa cin abincin yayi baisan may yasa yanzu baijin dadin abincin gidan nasa ba ko kadan.
Yana mamakin kanshi da yake iya bata lokacin shi gurin cin duk abinda na jagwalgwala a gidana ya zauna yaci hankali kwance.
Ga wani sabon akidan dake shigo mai zuciyar shi wanda shi kadai ya sanda hakan a ranshi yanzu sai yake jin kamar yana dan kyamatar merry din a ranshi wanda bai san dalilin hakan ba a ranshi.
Ya kanyi tunanen ko don irin akidojin da take tsiro mashi da sune wansa a da can baya ya hanata ta daina yanzu kuma takeyin su.
Ji yayi takai mai runguma ta baya tana dan kai mashi kiss sai ya juyo da ita zuwa gaban shi ya zaunar da ita saman cinyan shi.
Goran fresh milk data dauko tana dan sha a hankali ta nufi bakin shi dashi kai ya girgiza mata alaman baisha.
Tace saboda may yace just kawai yana dan bubuga bayanta a hankali yana lumshe idanun shi.
Tace na fahinci tun zuwan mu kamar kana da damuwa a tare dakai ya dan nisa yace haka dai kika gani banda damuwan komai a tare dani.
Dan kiss takai mai ya daure yana biye mata muryan yarsuce ya dakatar dasu tana fadin daddy na kasa barci.
Hannu ya mikawa yar alaman tazo gurin shi da sauri ta karaso zuwa inda suke zaune din.
Nan ya mayar da hankalin shi gareta yana mata tambayoyi tana bashi amsa cikin wayau ta irin na yara.
Ganin ya mayar da hankalin shi gurin yar shi merry taja tsuki tace yasan fa tazo da muradin shi a ranta kuma yana biyewa yarsu.
Ya kalli lokaci dare ya soma yanzu gashi sakko zasuyi zuwa church da safe dan kallonta yayi yace zaki dai tafi don ba inda queen dina zata tafi ita .
Why tace tana kallon shi da mamaki yace na fada maki tun farko ba zan barta tabi addinin ki ba kuma kin yarda da hakan may zaisa yanzu ki tsiro zuwa da ita church haka ?
Mikewa tayi saman jikin shi kafin tace wanan shine ba zaiyiyu ba kasani dolene in koya ma yata addinina ala bashin idan ta girma ta zabi addinin da take so a rayuwan ta.
Wanan kuma karya kika sha merry a barta idan ta girma ta zaba din mudfin ba zaki barta ta koyi addinina ba.
Wasa wasa suka fara fada a tsakanin su har ya kaisu ga zagin junan su ranan dai fada sosai sukayi har yake fada mata ya gane ko yan uwan shi bata so yanzu.
Don wanan yarinyar da tazo kararu da gangan ta koreta daga gidan nan don kada yarsu ta koyi wani abu a gurin ta yana sane ya kyaleta ne kawai.
Itama ta mayar maida fadin ta gane manufan iyayyen shi na turo yar uwanshi gare su don a daukewa yarra hankali kan addininta ne.
Don haka ba zata yarda da kowa nasa ba yanzun a rayuwanta takare da fadin to hell da addinin shi.
Fadin haka ya mike ya yana kokarin daukan rigan sanyin shi ya saba ita a zaton ta daki zai shiga ta rigashi shiga ta rufo kofab da karfi.
Key di motar shi ya dauka ya bar gidan bata sani ba ya fice abinshi kai tsaye gidana ya nufo bansan da shigowan shi gidan ba nayi nisa da barci na rufe ko ina na gidan.
Ko ina duhu ya mamaye a gidan ya kunna wuta yana bin falon da kallo wayana yagani aje saman table sai juice din danasha na bar rabi a gurin.
Kashe wutan yayi bayan ya dauki wayan ya haura sama dashi a hannun shi ya nufi dakin shi sai kuma ya yi shawaran mika min wayan .
Ina kwance ina barci hankali kwance bansan wainar da ake toyabani har ya shigo ya tsaya yana kare mun kallo yadda na dunkule wurri daya da alaman sanyi ya takura min ga hannuna dana lankwashe zai iya min tsami a hakan.
A hankali ya tako zuwa wurin gadon ya dan duka ya aje wayan a gefena ya kai hannun shi da niyar gyara min hannu .
Cikin barci na dan gyara hannun da kaina ina fadin Amma akwai sanyi da yawa na kara dunkulewa a guri daya tare da takure kaina.
Samun kanshi yayi da tausaya mun tare da tunanen ashe har yanzu ina kewan yan gida haka harda mafalkin Amma nakeyi.
Dan jawo bargon yayi ya rufa min a jikina sai yaji na sauke ajiyan zuciya tare da rike bargon da hannun shi ina kara dunkule kaina a takure naci gaba da barcina hankali kwance.


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16/11/2021, 23:20 - 🤐🤐🤐: BISSIMILLAHI RAHAMANIN RAHIM AL,HAMDULLILAHI RABBIL ALLAMIN, , , , , ,

Kamar a mafalki nake jin kamar numfashi a kusa dani yayin da na sake jina a jikin mutum kuma sannu a hankali na bude idanuna don tabbatar da yanayin da nake jin kaina a cikin wanan daren.
Gabana yayi mumunan faduwa saboda tabbatar da cewa bani kadai bane kwance a wurin lokacin.
Na zabura da karfi bakina na furta , innalillahi da karfi shima zabura yayi daga barcin daya fara daukan shi a dakin bayan ya gama tunane tunanen shine barci ya dan dauke shi.
Yana fadin relax zarah nine na dawo kina barci don in duba jikin ki na samu kin kwanta a takure, shine na zauna dake ajiyan zuciya na dan sake a hankali ina kokarin zare jikina daga nashi.
Saidai rikon da yai min ya hana in iya zarewa a lokacin gabana ya sake faduwa ina fadin may hakan ke nufi kuma a raina.
Ido ya zuba min yana kallon yadda nake kokarin kwatar kaina daga jikin shi lokacin.
Cikin natsuwa yace may kike yi haka kamar wata karamar yarinya dake da sauri nace zan kewayane dama a dan rude.
Kina iya tashi ai yace tunda naga alaman kinji sauki yanzu da rawan jiki na tashi saboda gaba daya na tsorata da hakan .
Ido ya zuba min na samu na mike da kyat zuwa ban daki na dan dauki lokaci kafin in fito a zato zai bar dakin kafin in fito daga bayin.
Na bude kofan kamar mai sanda sai ganin shi nayi yayi kwance rigigine ya dora kanshi saman hannayen shi yana kallon kofan kamar mai tunane.
Ba komai yake tunane ba a lokacin sai yadda yar karama dani ya tsinci kanshi da jin dadin dumin jikina don bai taba zaton zai ji wani abu daga gareni ba haka.
Na dan zabura da ganin sa dakin har lokacin ya lura da hakan danayi naji yace kizo ki kwanta abinki .
Kamar ban jishi ba naci gaba da tsayuwa a wurin kamar mai tunanen wani abu a raina ya sake fadin bakiji bane ina magana ?
Nan ma shiru nayi mai tare da ja da baya kamar zan koma bayin naji muryan shi yana fadin idan baki zokin kwanta ba zan iya zuwa in dauke ki tsab ida baki dawo kika kwanta ba.
A hankali na tako zuwa bakin gadon nakai zaune a takure ban iya juyawa na kalle shi ba don yana a yadda yake kwance har lokacin.
Ki saki jikin ki don ni a matsayin yayan ki nake gare ki ko ba haka na dan gyada mai kai a hankali.
Yace idan kin san hakane ina son ki fada min may ye matsalan ki ko da damuwan ki shiru nayi don ban gane inda tambayan tashi ta dosa ba lokacin.
Ina tambayan ki kina shiru may yake damun rayuwan ki ne zarah ki saki ranki ki fada min ko maynene ke damun ki a kasan nan ?
Na dan juyo kadan na kalleshi kafin ince ni banda damuwan komai tare dani sai dai na rashin kowa a tare dani.
Yanzu ni da nake bata lokacina ina kulaki ba kowa bane a kusa dake kike nufi ko may ?
Na dago ido tare da dan juyawa ina satan kallon shi a daidai lokacin da hawayen da nake dannenawa a idona suka silalo min a fuskana shar lokaci daya.
Nace da zan samu kaima din ka nisanceni da zai fi min sauki zanso kaimun adalci ka barni kamar yadda kace kana bukatan in nunawa kowa a kasan nan da ba wani alaka a tsakanina dakai sai na yan uwantaka.
Yace wanan kuma abinda kika san ba zai samu bane a gare mu don ke kin sani nima na sani akwai hakki mai girma da ke kawunan mu.
Na tare mai numfashi da fadin amma mu kaidai muka sanda wanan zancen ai a kasan nan kaf.
Yace wanan kuma abinda ya shafe mune don bai shafi kowa ba ko ince tsarinane nida zuciya kan a binda zai fisheni nan gaba.
Duk da nasan kina kokari wurin bin dokan dana saka maki don nayi maki umurni kin bi abinda na sakaki bada gardama ba.
Saidai a guri daya kina kokarin kin bin dokana ta hanyan yin mu,amula da wasu mutanen dabaki sani ba.
Har yakai kin janyo fushin zuciyana na mareki wanda hakan har ya janyo maki kwanciya ciwo na dan lokaci .
Dago kai nayi tare da dan juyowa gare shi na kalle shi hawayen idonane keta kwaranya a lokacin da kyat na iya bude baki nace .
Banayi hakan bane don in bakanta maka rai yaya zaman kadaicine ya isheni har na fita don in mike kafana a can muka hadu dasu Ramla da mijin da suka kawo ni gida ranan.
Amma kin san na hanaki yawan mu,amula da wa yanda ban san su ba tun farkon zuwan mu kasan nan dake .
Yaya kike zaton ina mijin ki hakan ba zai ban haushi ba inga wasu sun saukeki ba tare da sanin inda kuka fito dasu ba.
Na sake fadin to kayi hakkuri yaya bazan sake hakanba in Allah ya yarda yace ai zancen ya wuce a gurina tun lokacin.
Yanzu ki kwanta ki ci gaba da barcin ki ni sallah zanyi yanzu yana fadin hakan naga ya mike yabar gadon a zatona dakin shi zai nufa sai naga ya doshi hanyar bayi na.
Na ja a hankali nakai kwance na kwanta a takure tare da jan bargo na rufe kaina dashi ina jin ya fito gurin da nake sallah ya dosa ya tayar da sallah ina mamaki shi a raina.
Kusan kwana nayi a tsorace saboda ban fahinci sauyawan da na gani a tare dashi ba har lokacin.
Don a rayuwata ban taba zaton ganin sauyawa haka a gareshi ba tun ba a kai wani lokaci ba tun ina jin motsin shi yadda yake karatun sallah har yakai barci ya dauke ni ban sani ba.
Ban san lokacin da ya kara kwantawa ba saidai na wayi gari na sake ganin shi a kwance gefena ya takure a guri daya .
Saida na karewa yadda yake kwance kamar baison inji motsin kwanciyan shi a dakin ya kwanta lokacin a hankali na sauka daga kan gadon na nufi bandaki don dauro alwala.
Sai dai ina zuwa na samu fashin sallah yazo min lokacin na dan kimtsa na fito don in dauki pad sai na ganshi a falke ya dafe kanshi kamar yana mai ciwone.
Bina yayi da kallo a lokacin da yake shirin tashi zaune har na dauko pad din a boye ina kokarin komawa bandaki in gyara jikina.
Naga ya mike ya fice a dakin da sauri na saka komai har rigan da buje dana saka baki don kada a gane abinda nake na koma na kwanta ke nan ya sake shigowa dakin .
Ganina a kwance ya tsaya da mamaki yana kallona sai yace sallah fa ko ba zaki iya yi bane nayi na bashi amsa kai tsaye har zaiyi magana sai kuma naga ya nufi drower din gado ashe wayoyin shi ya manta a dakin ya dauka.
Yana fita na sake sauke ajiyan zuciya tare da tunanen ko yaya akayi merry ta barshi ya dawo nan ban sani ba.
Bansan ya akayi har barci ya dan daukeni ina rike da marana dake dan min ciwo kadan kadan lokacin don ina son gari ya kara haskawa in sauko in nemi abindana karya dashi in sha magani.
Ban falka ba sai da rana yayi sosai na tashi naga gari ya dade da wayewa lokacin da sauri na mike duk da jikina baida karfi har lokacin sosai na shiga bayi na kara gyara kaina na fito zuwa kasa.
Zaune na hango shi yana aiki a cikin laptop din shi yana duke jin karan bude kofana yasa ya dago kai ya dan kalleni ya mayar da kanshi ga abinda yakeyi.
Kin falka ke nan ga abinci can kici kisha maganin ki ya fadi ba tare daya dago kanshi ba a daidai lokacin da nake step din karshe zan sauko.
Zuwa nayi har kusa da inda yake nakai kasa ina fadin ina kwana yaya kaina a kasa do ban iya kallin shi gama ga irin yadda muka kwana gado daya tare dashi a daren jiyan duk da ba abinda yai min.
Amma sai na tsunci kaina yau da jin nauyin shi haka kawai kici abinci kisha maganin ki tun maran bai matsa maki da ciwo ba.
Gabana ya yanke ya fadi don jin abinda ya ambata min ina mamakin ya akayi ya sani a cikin raina.
Kin zauna kina tunanen banza a nan ki dubi lokaci rana yayi sosai baki sha maganin ba yace min.
Haka na mike da sanyin gwiwa jiki ba kwari na nufi table din haushi da takaici na sanin ina period daya wanda bansan yadda ya gane hakan ba.
Na zauna na bude warmer din abincin mamakin inda ya samo wanan abincin nake na dan zuba kadan na zauna ina tsakura don bakina da bai mun dadi danaci abincin sosai don dadin shi yai min a baki saida ban iya ci lokacin.
Ban san ya mike a inda yake ba sai gani shi nayi yana miko min magani gabana da sauri na dago kai na dan saci kallon shi.
Fuskan shi a daure daure yake lokacin kamar bashi bane mukai magana a cikin dare dashi karbi kisha yace min a daidai lokacin da wayan shi ya dauki rurin kira na karba da sauri yana tsaye bai dauki wayan dake a inda ya tashi yazo bani magani.
Ina sha ya juya zuwa gurin wayan da sauri ya dauka sai naga ya aje ya zauna yaci gaba da abinda yakeyi.
Zama na danyi zuwa wani lokaci kafin in mike ina dauke kayan abincin daga gurin zuwa kitchen.
Na dawo sai ban zauna ba kamar mai shawaran komawa daki naji yace ki samu wuri ki zauna nan kwanciya baya isan kine ke ?
May zanyi to yaya na fadi a dan shagwabe ya dago kai ya dan kalleni sai ya nuna min kujeran dake gefen shi in zauna.
A hankali na tako zuwa wurin kujeran na zauna shiru dani dashi ba mai magana a hankali na kai kwance ban san ya akayi ba na tsunci kaina ina karatun suratul maryam.
Yana jina baice min komai ba saida na dan kage naji ya gyara min dago kai nayi ina mai kallon mamaki na jin ashe shi din mahadacin kur,ani ne sosai.
Wayan ta kara daukan kara yaja tsuki yana ignoring din kiran kallon shi dayaga ina yi yasa ya mika hannu ya dauki wayan .
Daga inda nake kwance ba nisa sosai dashi yana dauka ina satan kallo shi naji muryan merry kamar cikin fada take magana dashi ya tsaya yana sauraren ta kafin yace.
That is my final decison merry live my daughter alone tayi addinin dana zaba mata a rayuwan mu.
Naga ya danyi shiru yana sauraren abinda take fada mai ya dade a hakan baiyi magana ba naji yace good mu zuba ni dake merry zakiyi regret din wanan shawaran karshe.
Ya kashe wayan ya dan juyo yana kallona nayi kamar ba saurare